Wow! This was my
simple, undiluted reaction walking out of North Suburban Synagogue Beth El
after hearing Yosef
Mendelevich speak. Just the night
before I finally posted my notes about king David, writing how above all his
passions was the love of God, above all his struggles was desire to serve
Hashem, and here a day after I hear a live man who embodies that same
spirit, and a fellow Russian Jew, one of the brightest heroes of
the Jewish underground, who beat the unbelievable odds in his quest for freedom,
drawing his strength from unwavering emunah,
faith in God.
Yosef Mendelevich
looks very different from the picture on the cover of his book, Unbroken
Spirit. He is the only distinctly Orthodox looking man in the room, with the white beard, salt-and-pepper payous and youthful wonder in his voice.
Rabbi Vernon Kurtz of
NSS Beth El spoke first, introducing
Rabbi Mendelevich and expressing everyone’s solidarity with Israel
– Am ehad v’lev ehad – we are one people with one heart. Both Rabbi Kurtz and Yosef
Mendelevich’s sons-in-law are now stationed on the border with Gaza .
The cause of Soviet
Jewry was the cause of Rabbi Kurtz’s generation, a motivating factor in his
life was the fight for release of the prisoners of Zion, all those who fought
for freedom. Tonight’s event was in honor of the 25th anniversary of the March on Washington
for Soviet Jewry, in which participated 250,000 people from U.S. and Canada . Rabbi Kurtz introduced
Pamela Cohen, a woman who visited Soviet Union
to pass a message of hope to the Jewish activists and brought back the truth
about the condition of the Soviet Jews.
They said it was the American housewives like Mrs. Cohen who beat the
KGB.
Yosef Mendelevich was born in 1947 in Riga , capital of Latvia . He was born after the World War II when Latvia was already part of the Soviet
Union after its annexation in 1940, so he grew up in the Soviet
environment, went to a Russian school, raised by the parents who were firm
believers in Communism, believed that it will solve all problems of
humanity.
Yosef’s journey to Judaism began with a sad
story. When he was in high school he met
some Jewish boys and one of them told him about an initiative going on among
local Jews to rebuild a Jewish cemetery.
The boy called others to join him and come on Sunday to the forest where
people were meeting to do this work.
Most Yosef’s classmates laughed at the idea – one was busy taking his
girlfriend to see a movie, another was studying for a test – but Yosef decided
to go, thought it was fascinating. This
was in 1964 and his father was afraid – no Jewish activities were permitted at
that time, he thought this was a provocation by the KGB to see who will come, to
put them in a black list, so he’ll never get to a university.
Yosef went nevertheless. He got off the bus and there was forest on
both sides, and some villages. There was no cemetery, so his first thought was
that this was a joke and a provocation, and he thought about getting back on
the bus, - but then he saw some people in the forest, about twenty or so Jews,
who were digging and collecting sand, but he still could not see the
cemetery.
And then he slowly realized what it
was. This forest was the place of a
massacre, where 28,000 Jews of Riga were killed in 1942. People who came to the forest on that day
were collecting the bones that were scattered on the ground. In 1942 this was a mass grave, but then the
ground sank down and the bones were exposed.
Yosef was surprised that Russians did not
make a big publicity around this obvious site of German atrocities, why they
did not build a memorial to prove to the world that they are not Anti-Semites,
as ‘imperialists’ were claiming. Later
he understood that Russians wanted Jews to assimilate, they did not want us to
remember, they wanted us to forget that we were singled out and specially
targeted by Nazis (and by local Latvians as well). They did not want Jews to have a special
cemetery to come to say El Male Rahamim
(Jewish prayer for deceased).
/DM: that's very true, there was not much literature on the Holocaust in Russia, I only heard of Elie Wiesel and read his books here in the U.S. Event the word Holocaust was not in the Russian vocabulary, the period between 1941 and 1945 was called "the war". I also have not heard of the infamous Kishinev pogrom of 1903 or about Chmelnitzky massacres of 1648-49 until coming to U.S./.
/DM: that's very true, there was not much literature on the Holocaust in Russia, I only heard of Elie Wiesel and read his books here in the U.S. Event the word Holocaust was not in the Russian vocabulary, the period between 1941 and 1945 was called "the war". I also have not heard of the infamous Kishinev pogrom of 1903 or about Chmelnitzky massacres of 1648-49 until coming to U.S./.
Some people came surprised – did you get
permission from authorities to do this?
In the Soviet Russia one needed permission for everything. What authorities? These are our bones, our dead! This divided the Jews into idealist and
rationalists.
The movement to rebuilt the cemetery
brought more people, it grew, this became a famous cemetery in Rumbula. Years passed, Yosef enrolled into university,
studied electronics, nothing happened, no black list. They would continue getting together at the
Jewish cemetery and sing – and what did they sing? Am Yisrael Hai!
Suddenly he felt that
people who died in the Rumbula
massacre heard them sing and were happy.
Then there was an illegal demonstration for Yom HaShoah, the Holocaust remembrance day,
and the woman witness, who was pushed alive
into the grave and survived, spoke about the massacre, and it became more and
more known.
Remember, we collected
the bones of dead people and put them in graves, and now I understood that the
real dead bones were us, we came alive from this work, we found meaning to our
lives.
Yosef and his friends
started Zionist organization to prevent assimilation, they illegally studied
Hebrew and opened classes, ulpanim,
in deep secret. Still he felt this was
not enough and in 1968 he applied to exit the Soviet Union . There was this infamous institution, OVIR,
that was supposed to issue exit visas, but everyone knew that they did give it
to anyone at that time. People were
realistic, they did not ask for permission to leave, they knew it will
jeopardize their position in society, their career and educational prospects.
But if we did not ask,
who will know that we want to leave?
So he applied to
leave, and he came to an interview, and the officer tells him that if you go to
Israel
you’ll be drafted into army, and you’ll be in the army on the side of our
enemies, fighting our brothers Arabs, so we cannot allow this – you don’t want
to fight against your homeland, do you?
If you stay you’ll graduate the university and will become a
professional valuable to our Communist society.
And Yosef came home, and he thought – no way, I don’t want to bring
value to the Communist society that oppresses my people, don’t want to help
them in any way. So he quit his studies
and became a blue-collar worker. But
then since he was not in college he got drafted into the Soviet army, and that
was not good – that was very bad. So he
kept thinking and thinking – at that time he passionately identified himself as
Jew, but he was not a believer - he
thought to get myself out of this predicament, I have to sacrifice something –
so he decided to sacrifice his rational thinking – he begged God to get him out
of the army, and promised that if by some miracle he won’t have to go into the
army, then he’ll become a believer.
The next day he had to
appear at the army draft station and he does not know what to say to the
officer – if he says that he does not want to serve because he is a Zionist Jew
he’ll be sent to jail as a traitor – so he just starts babbling. He looked out the window and he saw a bird
and he told the officer that he wanted to be free like that bird – so they sent
him to a mental institution. After a
month of tests the doctors concluded that he was generally OK, but not
psychologically fit enough for the army, so they prescribed him a bunch of
medicines and sent him home.
/DM: the parable about the birds is from the Christian Gospel, another book that was banned in the Soviet Russia, where an irrational Jew J.C. was calling on his followers to be free like birds/
/DM: the parable about the birds is from the Christian Gospel, another book that was banned in the Soviet Russia, where an irrational Jew J.C. was calling on his followers to be free like birds/
Upon release from the
mental hospital he went straight to the synagogue. There were only old people there, who
remembered Judaism from before the war and Soviet occupation of Latvia in 1940 /along with Lithuania, Estonia and Moldavia/. They were not allowed to teach the young
people, but somehow he found the way to learn.
He started an
underground newspaper. People were
bringing him articles and stories. One
day a man came and asked - do you want to leave? He was an ulpan student who knew a certain Mr. Dymshitz, who
had a pilot training – if we could get a small airplane we can fly from Riga to Sweden
and tell people in the West about our struggle.
A small airplane that flies right over the tree tops won’t be noticed by
radars. They slept in the forest and saw
two black cars – Volgas – people were looking for them, realistically they had
to run, but they wanted to do something for their nation, regardless of whether
they succeed or not, just do something.
He was so excited! When it was
time to board the plane that they were planning to highjack, people were
looking at him – as a Jew he was wearing a beret, but they said it looked like
a woman’s headwear. Mr. Dymshitz, the
intended pilot, was missing. He started
running to the airport building, saw him through the window eating breakfast
with his wife and children, but when he ran into the airport suddenly he was
heavily beaten, on the ground – all of a sudden there was police, paratroupers
all around him, helicopters overhead – he was arrested. They shot Mr. Dymshitz in front of his wife
and children, but he was not dead, only seriously wounded.
They were so ready to
escape, ready to be free and now everything failed.
The KGB officer read
him a statement, where he and his friends were called Jewish terrorists who
betrayed the Motherland and deserved death sentence – he was only 22, not the age to die. He thought – I am not a hero, I am an
ordinary Soviet student – but nobody asks you if you want to be a hero. He did not sign the confession. They took him to the special KGB prison –
through the small window of the escape proof car he saw the summer day, busy
streets of Leningrad
– this was June 15th, 1970. Life went on as
usual and he was loosing his life, and he was thinking – do I regret? No, I love Israel , I love my nation, I had an
opportunity to do something and I don’t regret, I am ready to sacrifice.
In the tiny cell of
the KGB prison people get broken by silence – the very idea breaks you – but he
did not cooperate.
They sent him to a
mental institution for criminals – it was the prison for dissidents. The idea was that if you don’t like the
Soviet regime, if you don’t want to live in the best country in the world and
build the best possible society, then you must be crazy.
People were medically
treated in a way that they lost their mind, their mental abilities, he saw
them, they became listless, like vegetables, moronic, it was terrible to
see. He was really scared.
A miracle
happened. In two weeks after his
confinement he went to meet professor Lunz, who greeted him with “Hi, so you
want to be Melech HaMashiach (king
Messiah)?” Yosef explained that he had an uncle in Bat Yam ,
his only surviving relative, and he would like to go to Israel and live
with him. And then the professor said –
can I help you? Yosef replied – I don’t believe that you can help me, I only
ask you not to harm me. In a few days
KGB people came and took him away – professor Lunz signed the release form that
he was sane, they were sending him to a regular prison – this was erev Yom Kippur.
KGB and the government
wanted to set a show trial – catch them red handed, then revenge on all
Jews. They wanted to use them to show
that all Jews are cowardly traitors.
Back in prison he met
another officer. This one was a soft and
polite man. He told him kindly – you are
like a brother to me, think – you are sentenced to death, give up, you are so
young. What is Jewish about you,
anyway? Your Russian is better than
mine, let’s talk about Russian poetry, classic literature – you are a Russian
like me, it’s just the line in your passport that says “Jew”.
Yosef went back to his
cell and he started doubting, and then he started hating himself for that doubt
– what is he telling me, that I am not Jewish, he is taking away meaning from my
life, he tells me to choose a life of a dog. So I decided to build a wall
between him and me. He had a
handkerchief, they were allowed one in prison.
He made knots on his handkerchief to make it look like a kippah and put it on his head. The officer asked what’s this – and he said
how every Jew in the world covers his head and started telling him the whole
Jewish history. The officer said – you are
stupid, you are digging yourself a grave – but at least he was not calling
himself his big Russian brother anymore.
Then he tried to pray,
but he did not know where is east in the cell, so he prayed by the wall all the
time between the interrogations. Two
days after the guards rushed in, they yelled – why do you touch the wall all the time, you
want to take out the bricks, they found his tefillah,
prayer, that he wrote on a piece of paper, thought it was an illicit letter,
brought it to the officer – he said what are you, religious – he answered that
all Jews pray. OK, we’ll punish you, go
back to your cell.
The building of the
KGB prison was the former prison of Gestapo, with filthy walls and floors. He asked for water and cloth and cleaned his
cell for Shabbos. He found small nails
in the wall and somehow used them to light the fire for the candles that he
found in the wall between the bricks. He
collected bread throughout the week for hamotzi
blessing over challah. The flames went
on – he looked inside and saw Yirushalayim – he got excited and started
dancing, singing Am Ysrael Hai. The guard came and yelled at him to stop
making noise, you are disturbing other prisoners, but he went on – Shabbos is a
time of joy for a Jew even in prison.
And then came the day
of the trial. He came to court, saw his
friends but could not talk to them. One
of them managed to pass the message that it was Hanukah. He thought I am back at the beginning of my
life at the Rumbula cemetery and I am drafted into the Maccabees. We failed, we were all arrested – all our
friends from the ulpanim – but I was a soldier of Yehuda Maccabee – and the
trial started.
Mr. Dymshitz was
visibly broken – his wife was in prison, his little daughters were arrested,
everyone expected him to confess and apologize.
He came up and said: “I accuse Soviet regime for being Anti-Semitic –
you closed our schools, you are oppressing our people, you are banning every expression of our
culture, treating us like the lowest of the low…”
It was a miracle that
he spoke up.
Another woman, completely run down, was called to confess. She stood up to speak and said in Hebrew:
Im ishkacheh Yirushalayim, tidbak yimini... (If I forget thee, O Jerusalem,
let my right hand forget her cunning.)
Each one of us came up like a
Hanukah candle, lighting up and burning off, sacrificing himself.
They asked him at the trial –
what is your reason for wanting to leave Russia ? He said God gave the land of Israel
to Avraham, Itzhak and Yakov. They said
– this man is a religious fanatic – he was brought up in the Soviet system,
went to our university and all he cares about is to go to Israel .
Yosef’s sister met the famous
Russian scientist and dissident Andrei Saharov and he
stood up for the Jewish prisoners. And
we all, the whole world, lit the Hanukah candles. Thousands of people demonstrated, knowledge
broke through, presidents were calling Brezhnev (Secretary
General of the Communist Party, my mind gets flooded with hatred seeing his face
in Wikipedia). Edward Kuznetzov’s
book describes the dialog:
Brezhnev calls KGB: What’s the
noise? People are calling me!
KGB head: We caught them, the
Jewish terrorists, the Zionists, we got them!
Brezhnev: You are stupid, we
need Western help, the country needs grain.
he head of the KGB got fired –
the Soviets were falling into their own trap.
An officer came to Yosef in the
middle of the night, ordered to write an appeal, Yosef was refusing, saying he
needed a lawyer for that, but the officer insisted that it needs to be done the
same night. So he wrote: “I’ve been wrongfully
accused of treason, I don’t consider myself a traitor to the Motherland, because
my Motherland is the land
of Israel to which I am
eternally loyal”. The officer tried to
persuade him to be serious and write a real appeal, but this was all Yosef
agreed to write, so it was sent with the currier to the Supreme Court. The Supreme Court cancelled the death penalty
and reduced his sentence to 12 year imprisonment. This was the 8th night of
Hanukah.
Normally the prisoners are
transported to the labour camps in the train cars, they would push a large
group of people into a train car like cattle.
But Yosef was labelled an “especially dangerous political prisoner” and
had a whole suite for himself. In the
camp he read letters from friends and students – people were let go, they were
writing to him before leaving, thanking him for helping bring their freedom – this was
a real victory. Addressing the audience of NSS Beth El he said – it was not me, it was all of you, all our
nation and Ribbono Shel Olam (Master
of the world). 12,000 Jews were allowed
to leave the first year after his sentence, then 30,000 Jews the next year, and
he said to God – I agree to sit here in prison as long as Jews are being
released, and he sat for eleven more years until his health started to seriously fail,
and he prayed - I cannot handle it anymore, please let me go. After 11 years in camp he was sent to Moscow , to Lefortovo prison. He was led into the interrogation room with three
people, and he thought this must be a troika tribunal, now they’ll
just read me my death sentence and shoot me on the spot.
The officer read: The supreme
court has ruled that for citizen Mendelevich's bad behaviour he is stripped of
his Soviet citizenship and is sentenced to exile from the Soviet
Union, away from the Soviet Motherland.
They put him in a black
limousine, like royalty, like Yosef the tzadik, the viceroy of Egypt , and
drove him to the airport to send him away, to his true Motherland.
He credits his release
particularly to the efforts of Mr. Edgar
Bronfman and the World Jewish Congress.
His concluding words: Our
struggle for freedom brings freedom to other nations – after the Jews started
to leave, the whole house of cards that was the Soviet Union
started falling apart. There is nothing
in the world to withstand a strong will.
As a sequel to this story, I showed Rabbi Mendelevich's signed book to my mother and told her about him, how he tried to hijack the airplane and was imprisoned for 11 years, etc.. and she said "Oy, our neighbour Galperin was involved in this highjacking plot, was arrested and sent to camps, then one day they pushed him onto a plane and shipped to Israel without a chance to say good-bye to anyone, his poor mother..." I grew up next to a hero, and did not know about it.
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