Dr. Esther Shkop Torah lecture series
Leaving the lecture on Sunday night Miriam and I felt as if we started Tisha
B’Av early this year. To say that it was
chilling would be an understatement.
Being raised by a couple of child WWII survivors who in 1980’s were
mentally living in 1942, do I need this chilling reminder every year of what
our people went through? Do the wounds
of my soul need to be reopened again and again, does it have to relive all
these horrendous moments, days and years of torture and insane
deprivation? I remember being a day
dreamer as a child, focusing on the beauty of nature, losing myself in a beauty
of a flower or a cloud, or a blade of grass glistening in the rain. Later I learned to be engrossed in beauty of
the written word, harmony of mathematical theories, awesome and infinite beauty
of G-d. Yirmiyahu had his moments of
sublime allegory talking about glistening spills of blood on cobblestones,
shining like jewels in the sun on the road of exiles, when the earth was paved
with blood. He went to look closer and
in the blood there were footprints of little children’s feet as they were led
to captivity. He fell on the ground and
kissed the footsteps in the glittering blood, and he followed the trail to the
camp, where he hugged and tried to comfort the survivors.
He found thumbs and big toes on the road – the captives will
be used for hard labor, without the thumbs they won’t be able to do any fine
work, and without big toes they won’t be able to run away. He collected and buried them.
Yirmiyahu was the lone man of Eicha Chapter 3. He was born a Kohen, part of the family that
was banished from Temple service by King Shlomo for siding with Avshalom during
the latter’s rebellion against King David.
The family lived in Anatoth, east of Beit Lechem, where Rachel Imeinu
was buried. (We were there jeep-tour!) Yirmiyahu would go to
Jerusalem to collect taxes due Kohanim even if the family was not engaged in
the Temple service, but they were also shepherds who lived on the edge of the
desert.
Yirmiyahu never married, because Hashem told him that his
children would be slaughtered. He was
all by himself, absolutely lonely. He
was chosen to be a prophet against his will.
His prophesies were highly unpopular, his message that Yehudah had
no chance against the Babylonians, they could only submit. He was treated as a traitor, he was tortured,
imprisoned, hung upside down on a rack. He was put in a bowl, a pit wide only
as a human being, where he could only stand in his own filth. They tortured but
did not kill him, because he still had a stature of a holy man.
He hoped that his visions were false, that he would be like
Yonah, that his scary words will bring teshuvah, repentance, but it did not
happen. The king of Yehudah had torn and
burned the scroll of the prophecy, from which only part was rewritten as
megillat Eichah.
Yirmiyahu was on his way to Yerushalayim when he raised his
eyes and saw smoke coming from Beit Mikdash – this gave him hope that people
did teshuvah and brought sacrifices on the altar. And then he saw that the city was closed off,
barb-wired, and he screamed to G-d – why did you seduce me with hope? Where are
they taking them, let me join, I want to be with them!
Babylonians treated him as a hero, because he urged Jews to
give up fight, his prophecy was discouraging, hopeless, no one listened to the
message about repentance as no one believed it was possible.
The Babylonian king was willing to accommodate Yirmiyahu and
let me live among exiles. Yirmiyahu saw
this as his mission to go with them and comfort the survivors. But Hashem told him that if he goes to galut,
then His presence will stay in Yerushalayim, one of them has to remain among
the ruins. So Yirmiyahu said – I’ll
stay, and left the exiles, turned around and went back, to their great
dismay. He returned to Yerushalayim so
that G-d’s presence, Shehinah, went with the exiles, and has accompanied Jews ever since.
Eicha means how, why, how come, how did this happen,
to what end – the eternal question of the Jews, forever relevant until Mashiach
comes. Three prophets used this
expression in Tanach – Moshe, Yeshayahu, and Yirmiyahu.
In chapter 1 Yirmiyahu describes Yerushalayim as a woman, a
widow but not quite, a mother bereaved of children, all alone. The word for widow, almanah, comes
from the word ilem- mute, the extra letter nun turns this
muteness into a craft, a profession.
Being a widow (or a widower) is to learn silence – no one to talk to
about your day, telling of everyday life, sharing small details that
bond. Jerusalem is like a widow,
whose husband has gone away. Chapter 2
speaks of G-d who has married the Jewish nation and gave us all love and
kindness, and now became an enemy.
In chapter 3 it is the lonely man speaking, with G-d against
him. This man speaks for the entire
people of his suffering, as a chance to cleanse him, call for teshuvah, for
change in character.
The narrator of chapter 4 is a witness of history, author of
the scroll written to foretell, then burned and rewritten. He describes the events and demands
vengeance - we were punished for our sins, but we received more than we
deserved, no sin can possibly justify that kind of suffering. He demands justice against the enemies of
Zion.
Chapter 5 is a survivor’s tale, the description of horrors,
the cannibalism, and the story of remnant’s suffering and humiliation. It ends with a plea to take us back.
From megillat Eicha we learn that a woman should not be
without a ketubah. Shir haShirim is a
ketubah between G-d and Israel. Yalkut
Shimoni speaks of a widow who takes out her ketubah to remember how much her
husband had loved her - when she reads it, it gives her hope, and with renewed
strength she is waiting for him to come back.
In the Midrash when He returns He’d accuse her of betrayal and she would
ask ‘who else would want You?’ That’s
right, what other nation would put up with that much suffering and still retain
the love, longing and hope.
The image of kruvim that don’t look at each other, as if
angry at one another, but they are stuck, cannot get away from one another in
eternal struggle – like it or not, a Jew is always a Jew, whom neither beauty
nor riches can exempt from the status of an outsider.
The megillat Eicha has a remarkable format of an acrostic. Each of the 22 verses of chapters 1, 2, and 4
starts with the next letter of aleph-bet, while chapter 3 that has 66 verses
goes in a series of 3 verses in a row starting with the same letter – א, א, א, then ב, ב, ב, all the way to
ת
In each verse the sound of the first letter reverberates
throughout the verse. The last chapter 5
does not go in the alphabetical order anymore.
This is the chapter written by the survivor, in whose eyes the world is
seen as a chaos. The aleph-bet presents
the building blocks of the universe, until it returns to the void, with letters
placed seemingly without order, but even that last chapter still has 22 verses,
the same number as the letters in aleph-bet, as if hinting at the potential of
harmonious order.
The flow of the letters is something remarkable, with the
words chasing each other. It is the
ancient code that the popular book The DaVinci Code refers to, where the letters
switched to create the code, one of the oldest codes, atbash. Some verses in Gemara that seemingly don’t make
much sense are written in that secret code.
Yirmiyahu stayed in Jerusalem with the small remnant of
peasants left to work the land. He
managed to gain some measure of autonomy for religious purposes, with
sacrifices brought on the altar, and Gedaliah as the governor and religious
leader, only to see this all destroyed again and Gedaliah murdered on Rosh
Hashanah. Yirimiyahu went to Egypt, and
the Zohar says that he was the gilgul, reincarnation, of Moshe Rabbeinu,
who had nowhere else to go but to the land where he came from.
Suffering comes as a result of our sins, our desire to get
away, our drive to estrangement. Hashem
may punish us with the full force or turn away, like a parent turning blind eye
to a child harming himself in a process of autonomous growth. He turns away and removes His Providence,
lets us to the vagaries of history, lets us be on our own as we wish, while the
forces of nature and history are unleashed against us.
We are a historic anomaly; we had no reason to survive. If you call yourself a Jew, it means that
generations before you withstood suffering, discrimination and unbearable persecution. We are the daughters of incredible heroes. Great
many left, jumped the ship. We have a
claim on G-d, because we and our ancestors did not leave, we remained Jews
despite all odds. The book of Eicha has
interwoven faith that G-d’s love for us is greater and will overcome the
attribute of justice. G-d is the source
of all events that occur in our lives, and also the source of our hope.
We grew up in a Christian culture with a notion of nobility
of turning the other cheek – there is nothing noble about this. Eicha expresses the desire for
vengeance. Our children and
grandchildren, walking with pride, are our vengeance. We are children of heroes, walking without
shame. Walk with pride, so that our
enemies will cry and our friends will rejoice.
It is time to stop being ashamed to be a Jew, and that will be our
vengeance, nikomen.
The sources used by Dr. Shkop included Midrash Eichah
Psichta D’Rabati, Midrash Tedashe, and Yalkut Shimoni.
Dear Devorah,
ReplyDeleteI was so grateful you had emailed me this description of Dr. Shkop's lecture. I was out of town. But you did a beautiful job of retelling the lecture. it is so special that you see it as your duty to disseminate the wonderful words of our wonderful teacher. Thank you, Susie Faibisoff